Such is life...

Well, I can't figure people out to save my life so I think I'll stop trying. I went for a little constitutional in the cemetery after my dr's appointment this afternoon. It did me some good, both the appointment and the meditation in the cemetery - helped clear some of the cob webs and dust bunnies that have been building up in my head.

Recently met what I thought was a great guy - so far, the best of the bunch (or so I thought) but the feeling is apparently not mutual. Oh well....I actually think we might have been on two different dates when we went out, LOL - not sure what went wrong but apparently something did - so much so that our conversations have turned to shriveled up, juiceless raisins....sigh......

B is still around though our schedules NEVER synch up. Basically one of us has to not sleep for a day - and usually a work day at that...sigh...so annoying...We've resorted to a few 5 minute phone calls here and there - frankly, I need more...

Though, and I realize its only been a few months, dating, while it can be fun and interesting, is hard work...sigh.....

The dr was decent today, nothing more than some routene bloodwork (need to know if I still have blood) and a couple of referrals to some specialists - so basically the usual. Just minor probing today. One would think I'd be used to it - well, I guess I actually am used to it but I still get a little funky every time I have to go....I got the flu shot so apparently I'm going to feel a little yucky tonight - great....

I wish I had something of consequence to write about today - or ever. It seems like, lately, I've had the creativitiy sucked right out of me. I suppose I could blame work or school but I don't know that either of those things are the cause. I don't know what it is....sigh.....the lack of muse? No, I still get those feelings when I watch the clouds or crunch through the fall leaves...its the words...they just won't come out....Oh, the trees tonight, in the rich sunlight were brilliant. If I had more time, I would have lain down under one of those trees with the leaves the color of sunset and just let the light filter down onto me...I wished I had my Pentax with me...I really need to invest in a decent digital camera....Or get used to using film again....see, total ADD tonight...and every night....

Well, I should go...I've got homework and a school chat tonight.