The Things I Say...

It's funny...I've noticed that I've started to tell people what they want to hear, not necessarily what is my reality. They don't understand, they want me to do things I am not ready for. There are certain reactions I receive - even when I barely touch upon my reality - disdainful disinterest, concern, anger, fear....I have learned quickly what to say - even if it is contrary to how I feel or what I think, simply to pacify.

It's easier this way....